unhappy things

I try to forget all the unhappy things
which had happened in my life
I packed them with paper
put these parcels into boxes
in the end
I buried all these boxese
under other happy things
occasionally
they twist and scream
to let me notice their existence
I know there they are
I just pretend I forget

a surrealistic poem of my bith

I was born in the city of my grandma
grandma said mysterious things happened concurrently

it had been raining for several ten days

winter and summer alternate continually
mom said camellia flowers blossomed in her dream

monsters jumped in and out with scream
butterflies flew around her mosquito net

they thought maybe I wouldn't alive after be born

therefore it's another miracle I'm sitting here and thinking

*Write for my mom, when she was giving birth to me,

she got malaria and she was fascinated by the fragrance of tea.*

my studio

for memory

the decoration is design by myself

it cost me two months

I watched all the details were made

I moved in at 31 July 2008

I will be forced to move away by noise

 at

spring

you permeate into my room

infiltrate my skin

melt in my blood

touch my heart

you arouse the nature

stir my feeling

bring hopes back

drive gloominess away

but you still can't wake me up

spring in my yard

after chill somber winter

my yard wake up

hoopoe jumping

magpie nesting

wind blowing

leaves dancing

catkin flying

-

agitation pervading

sunlight twinkling

flowers flourishing

breeze intoning

grass waving

dog barking

I'm singing

My wish

I wish no war
I wish no polution
I wish all children be born in love
I wish everyone gets enough good education
I wish all societies achieve equality between men and women
I wish nature and society of people
keep balance as long as it could be
I wish people all over the world
go on promote understanding between each other

(write for yoko ono's wish tree)

seventy seven loves

Love is attraction

love is sex

love is pain

love is hurt

love is forgiven

love is tolerant

love is restraint

love is green of spring

love is blue of ocean

love is the smile on your lips

love is the hair on your arm

love is the smell of your body

love is birth

love is death

love is your name

love is art

love is melody

love is agony

love is the colour of your eyes

love is miracle

love is life

love is the power of nature

love is the sound of rain

love is the wind in the wood

love is the wings of dragonfly

love is the shining shell

love is respect

love is knowledge

love is loneness

love is time

love is illusion

love is your soft skin

love is your sex organ

love is star

love is sun

love is moon

love is poetry

love is dancing

love is light

love is darkness

love is fever

love is the golden fish in the pond

love is home

love is freedom

love is instinct

love is inspiration

love is misunderstanding

love is trust

love is song

love is whale jump out of sea

love is pollen on the legs of bee

love is game

love is memory

love is kiss

love is ecstasy

love is language

love is your birthday

love is the singing of bird

love is shyness

love is jealous

love is the petal of lotus

love is courage

love is apple tree

love is firework

love is birthday card

love is soft fur of kitty

love is god

love is fairy tale

love is dream

love is cage

love is hope

love is the colour of rainbow

love is touch of mom

love is father's silence

love is smile of baby

love is gift

love is love

who am I

I am water

I was a creature

I am a flower

I was soil

I am an artist

I was a portrait

I am music

I was an instrument

I am a primates

I was a shell

I am a bird

I was a mermaid

I am a female

I was a phenix in a temple

I am a butterfly

I was a girl catching dragonfly

I am a writer

I was a girl swimming in a river

I am words

I was the one who thingking of these

love

what's love

he asked

love is you can't live without her

I said

for I don't want to hurt him

by other ideas

in my mind

no

he said

I can live without woman easily

maybe he's right

I can live without man too

there are thousands of answers

in my mind

but what's the one

metamorphosis

she
flies up
away
from earth
like an arrow

warm air

slipe down her body

trembling

start from fingers
to toes

further

breaking skin

covered arms to knees

bill

grows up

wings stretching

bones twisting

agony and ecstasy
permeating

in the

air

Little blue fish

swims in a bottle
breaths in water
through glass

it's peering

smile's poppling

light's filtering its fin
shadow's moving on my skin

Lotus in the wind

A dragonfly

skims

over the surface of water
the wing

touching a lotus
lotus

jumps up
disappearing in the wind